betray 背叛

today,thursday . rain
i have done my bnhm review ,then i go for gym
during the time, i meet frens at gym , they said 6pm go for lunch, on the time , i din see zhe ming

6pm, i go "zuoye rahmen" with yaotek , although raining but we still walk to there.
arrive , meet frans fren , after a moment , hui li them also arrived, but i still din saw zhe ming,
then i ask hui li "y u don call zhe ming come with us' , hui li out of one's wits at there ,n said to me, don tell zhe ming she at here.
im varvel about tis kind of thing, bcoz i fear later if zhe ming find hui li n after he arrived here n meet us, wat will happen ?
mian mian said bcoz zhe ming too dislike by them, then zhe minf call hui li,she never hang up her phone.
y?? who can tell me humanity is wat?
zhe ming have betray by his sister. they carry on their lunch , but i couldnt see them anymore. then i left ,i walk home
when i walk home, i met zhe ming ,he ask me where is hui li, did i saw her just now, i lie him, i said last time saw her is at gym
y i need to lie zhe ming , he is pityful . but it seem to me is, i m more pityful,my humanity go where already, y i scared to told him the truth: she is in zuoye rahmen?

the same situation i met last time b4 is on may, our buddy betray us , they 4 people go find job but lie us said they go city walk around.
they hide the truth, they scared we know, we call us 8 times , but they never pick up phone.
looking back on the memory of the happy we share, but how come we've betray by our fren?

n now, im glad i dind know the way it all would end,the way it all would go
our lives r better left to chance,i could have missed the pain.